Standby me

It will be another se7en days to wait.
This whole week had been awful for me.
I felt so lonely and trapped inside and then I couldn't reach out to any hands.
Coz I dun see any extending me.
Not that they don't want to, but they can't.

Still he is there for me.
He is still standing there.
Guess it was too misty out there.
My world had been in shades of greys and full of cracks.
It is easy to miss out anyone else.

Anyway we had a pretty good time today.

I realised that I cant really focus on how sad I am when I am with my friends and/or Jason.
I dont wanna be.
It is only when I alone,everything comes swimming back to me.

Things doesnt change.
The worries are still there.
The stuff that I gotta do are still there.
And everyday or at least every weekdays I gotta put on the battle.

But..
It is a major comfort to me that the people I care are fine and we are in contact.

So what about today?

Lemme re-spin the whole tale about Eve stealing the 'forbidden fruit'!
Hehe!

Well..Jason and I were at Paragon.
After zooming out of Gramophone,I decided to walk around Jason's or rather Paragon's Market Place before I buy the "Bistro Blues" album.

There we were sniffng the wonderful herbs.(those teas.)
I pinched one dry berry and decided to keep it since it smelt so wonderful.
I was laughing and joking about how the alarm may ring(there's no sensors though)when I walked outta the market.

I guess God decided to teach me a lil lesson then.
My mum called me straight after asking how come I told her that my boss's order was on Sunday, when it was supposed to be today.

My boss ordered food from my dad(for 20 pax) and I thought that it was Sunday that she wanted them.
And so you could pretty much guessed the whole story then.

I felt so bad and guilty!
Blur Mich!

Luckily everything is ok at the end of the day.
Noone is angry with me.
But the bad thing is I had my parents tired...I guess.
=(
All my fault!Argh!

I felt so bad then that I couldnt enjoy my trip at the market place, and I forgot all about the 'Bistro Blues'!

I thought that the berry is a bad luck berry.
(Poor berry gotten accused.)
And Jason actually ate it for me.
Haha!

He ate the "forbidden fruit".
We are all sinners now.

I am so sorry.
I promised I wont try to 'steal' any berries(or anything) again coz it smelt so good.
Sob.
My fault!

The rest of the day went usual.
Walked around.
Drank 2 cans of White tea.*-_-
Walked to Tanglin Mall.
Dinner.

Had alot of nonsense there.
Poor staff of Royal Sporting House had to deal with irritants like me.(Yes i started the whole idiot thing.)

I let the photos do the talking now.

Hehz*

I know this looks bad!
This is at PS Spotlight.
Well...He put the tiara so I tried to be a princess.
Failed.
I told you~I am no Snow White or whatever.



And then me trying to do what those models do on magazines...Quite unsuccesfully.
Oh..I knew it!
*sulks*



Of coz this is him at home.(Im not there la.)
Messy room. =/
I dislike.



At Royals.
I think I am ready to join Yao Ming next season!



His turn?
Hmm...I think I do a better impersonation.
Lol!



Me doing one last impersonation of the poster on top(cant be seen in pic) before the staff at Royals call for security.



=)

Tell me now...Is that how I should be?
Of coz I am happy.

But when I get down to earth.To myself.

It is not the same anymore.
I cant afford the same attitude at every single thing in my life.
I too wish that I can be so happy,chirpy and gay all the time.

I guess you understand and hope you can.

You are my July comfort song.
Mon Juillet Prince?

I hope you can be.

No one ever see my tears.
And those who have,really stripped me to the last piece.

I am glad that you've seen and I hope I cry no more.

Bonnuit.